I’ve been watching “Skins” over the course of this past week. I’m on the last episode of the last season, which got me thinking… Where will I be in 5 years? I’ve always thought I knew what I was going to do, where I’m going to end up, etc. Upon further review I have come to realize that I am not as set as I once thought. The ideas I have are soo generic. I can’t keep saying that I’ll “hopefully” be out of school. I know that I will be out of school… I know that I will, indeed, go somewhere. I’m expected to be out of school in December of ‘12 now, rather than May of ‘11 like it should have been. I just keep beating myself up because it took me three fucking semesters to realize that I had it all wrong. Well, I should say two… It doesn’t help when you get depressed, even though you knew what you were getting yourself into. Anyway… I have decided that I would like to stay in the Illinois/Indiana area… I would really like to stay in an education environment. It probably wouldn’t be the best paying at first, but the benefits for working for a university would be tremendous… I could even work on my masters while doing it. I’ve got to keep my chin up, and my thoughts positive. I’ve also got to stop letting boys get me down. The right one will come at the right time. I’m sure of it.
Anyway… I’m very mad right now because the third season of “Skins” has a new cast, for the most part. I want to keep up with the old!
I swear… This show is like “Degrassi”, except will less school, more drugs, and fewer valuable lessons.
Well, I’m off to London. Not really, but I would totally kill to go there right now.
I just got an e-mail from “Are You Interested” and it was pretty sad. It was to inform me of a possible match I might have… That match was… myself. WTF? I can’t court myself. It just doesn’t work out that way. The internet hates me. srsly.
I’m going to get ready for work now, since I didn’t get up when I wanted to this morning and ended up sleeping until 3. FML.
Today, my boyfriend who likes to get high was driving me insisting he wasn’t currently high. A family of deer was standing on the side of the road and he pulled over by them waited until they walked closer to us and said, “what seems to be the problem officers?” He wasn’t kidding. FML
I’ve missed you. I can’t remember the last time I sat down and read through post after post and loved my favorites… It seems like yesterday. Anyway… I’m getting ready for work. I’ll be back later, I suppose.